My books, your marginalia, our undoing. With your upward inflection lingering in the eaves of my sanctuaries, I burned down every hostile church.
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My books, your marginalia, our undoing. With your upward inflection lingering in the eaves of my sanctuaries, I burned down every hostile church.
Our arguments were brief, nasty and geopolitical. You could overlook my whiskers in the basin, but not pragmatic economics. All those funny ways I meant the world to you.
They liked your little notes of appreciation: handwritten and folded in half, yellow and blue. I liked the way you smoked your cigarettes, the names you called me, and the way you smacked me around.
The stippling on your upper lip, dark nubs more visible than vellus in their tiny pillories, should not have been enough. But it was. Because I am a man, and because that is all I am.
Every fierce coupling is lodged in my mind like a diamond splinter. Each facet has us replete or panting: our thighs slick and burning, one want subsiding and another coming.
Your matted, dreadful hair intimated a laissez-faire sexuality and a gaiain idealism. But as we chased out all darkness between us, preconceptions fell away, leaving only your lack of personal hygiene.
You got me drunk and dragged me to that dingy bash in Brooklyn. I
leaned into the wall as you reeled into the void, motes threading weird
progressions in your wake.
Your password was sugarplum: my third guess.
It was as though we’d always known each other. And then to our friends: this is the one I told you about. A contradistinction, a marking out: I place you before all others. This, to two years thence; snubbing one another in a supermarket, frantic that our eyes should avert.